Friday, October 23, 2009

You have got to discover you, what you do, and trust it


但是你不能这样啊;我会误会的;可能那小小的动作你不以为意;那眼神;那微笑;那抚摸;那拥抱;那神情;那一切一切;我却因为这小小的一切一切而心动了;所以请你真的不要这样;我真的会误会的;真的。

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

I despise the pleasure of pleasing people that I despise


0504; 没有什么要怨的;只能怪自己无聊;别人根本没有提起你;其实我原来只是想告诉你:我很累很累。

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Monday, October 19, 2009

A single day is enough to make us a little larger

Guard your honor. Let your reputation fall where it will. And outlive the bastards



还来得及在你离开前见一面;
你不想离开;
你想念家人但这个不是理由;
你不想离开;
你宁愿因为工作你必须留下;
你宁愿那样;
你又提起短片的事;
我无所谓;
只是觉得没有必要成为一份子;
毕竟你是很大一个人了。

you know if we have stopped seeing each other like we said we would a year ago;
none of this would have happened;
and that'd be a real shame;
real real shame.

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Man has never made any material as resilient as the human spirit


"so why the fuck does all this matter? why now?"
"i don't know, i think its time";
those are my last words;
i haven't really disclosed much of myself;
not to her;
not this way;
i confronted her finally;
the other day;
i can see all her anger;
mostly frustration;
i must confess i'm weak;
i don't know it caused that much of pain;
i love her;
it's killing me too much;
to leave it as it is and just go on;
pretending;
now i just hope;
she will love me back;
like how she used to;
then everything will be ok.

Friday, October 16, 2009

Always do right. This will gratify some people and astonish the rest




我泡好了两杯咖啡;拿上楼;看着你;你还在睡;很沉;轻轻的鼻鼾声;看了5分钟;我舍不得弄醒你;但是原来你是已经醒来了的;我们在互相猜着;留下了字条先走的还是我。

you are sleeping so sound;
i dont want to wake u;
i show myself out;
key is in the mailbox;
thanks for dinner and everything;
have a nice day;
and sorry coffee is cold.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

There are some that only employ words for the purpose of disguising their thoughts




他说还会在这里多留一阵子;一年或者两年;更可能三年;还是说四年;但是这么远久的东西;有什么说得准的;我只是希望和他这段友情不会变。

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

All that is human must retrograde if it does not advance













because if u r not careful; u might forget who u r;
because if u leave it there for too long; it might disappear forever;
because if u ask the wrong question; u might never get there;
because if u dont care; u might not see it again tomorrow;
because life is so much more than just because and if.

Monday, October 12, 2009

Of course there is no formula for success except perhaps an unconditional acceptance of life and what it brings


每一天他会传短讯问声好;有时候msn; 都只是问声好;没有别的话;也许他只是为了不想让我忘记他的存在;因为我对他还有一些利用价值。

还记得你最后一次心动是什么时候吗?

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Who is more busy than he who hath least to do?


原来你还记得那天我们见面;我轻轻抚摸你的背;你说你很喜欢这种温柔的感觉;你在启程前用了15分钟和我短短地见了个面;我们之间也还是一样;没有爱的感觉。

Saturday, October 10, 2009

I always find it more difficult to say the things I mean than the things I don't



还有10天倒数中;我知道你没有存心想要伤害我;你可能完全都不知道;但是你确实在伤害着我;很深很深地伤害着我。

Thursday, October 8, 2009

The important thing is this: to be able at any moment to sacrifice what we are for what we could become


maybe i should just withdraw myself before we even start;
im afraid and fear that i will lose myself in front of u;
i know u r about to get involve with me intimately;
with no string attach;
just like the other;
we know what we're doing;
we know we wont get hurt;
this is just a game that is too risky for me to play;
i mean for the me now.

071009; 2122; 终于等到了那通等了许久的来电;已经三个星期多了;是他;我真的很喜欢他;我没有否认过;我希望他察觉到我在给他机会。

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Attitude determines altitude


i want someone that spend everyday with me and still tell me im sexy.

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Seeing ourselves as others see us would probably confirm our worst suspicions about them


quotes that are too good to ignore.....

The important thing is this: to be able at any moment to sacrifice what we are for what we could become.
-- Charles Du Bos

We spend most of our time and energy in a kind of horizontal thinking. We move along the surface of things [but] there are times when we stop. We sit still. We lose ourselves in a pile of leaves or its memory. We listen and breezes from a whole other world begin to whisper.
-- James Carroll

We've always been here and we'll always be here. We are a specific arrangement of particles and this instant is infinite. Did we luck out, or didn't we? The odds against this sentence having ever being typed, much less the odds against you reading it were inconceivable. Smile, because the fact that you're able to is almost impossible to comprehend.
-- Jeffrey Rowland, Sound! 12-22-05

Sanity calms, but madness is more interesting


"don't you trust me?" - a line from a Levi's ad.

Anything looked at closely becomes wonderful


061009:11:06 - 03:33; 你没有忘记我;我也没有忘记你;三年了;原来你真的很了解我;你知道我有很多事藏在心里没有说;我喜欢你的吻比他的多;你的温柔让我爱你比爱他更多。

Monday, October 5, 2009

There comes a time in every man's life and I've had many of them


有所谓吗其实?我和你就像偷情一样;你在这一个和下一个会议之间的空隙里约了我;我们匆匆见了个面;你抱着我对我说你忙透了还有其他有的没有的事;我没有回应就只是听着;你想我怎样呢?我们连出去也不能牵手呀; 所以我觉得根本没有必要告诉你有关我的事;你到底想在我的生命里留下什么样的印呢?怎么说我还是觉得你没有资格。

i told u about this bout million of times; if u dont mean it dont say it; if u wont do it dont even think about it; words mean a lot to me; promise means even more; everything u said that u wish to do with me; to me it's a promise; big or small; no matter; it's something we want to do to each other whle we together; u dont just simply say and dont mean whtever u said; i hate that.


I can remember when the air was clean and sex was dirty.
-- George Burns

and i remember way back when life is actually simpler;
girl likes boy;
boy likes girl;
they nod;
both say yes;
they hold hands and kiss;
i just like it this way....
but they dont do it like that anymore;
not anymore.