It bothers me that no one has the patience to deal with someone who is just sad.

we had a small episode; i felt it is too small; i do not want to sulk; i do not want to miss out the opportunity to tell you what i am supposed to tell you before it is too late; just because i said "get out"; i do not know if this is your emotional baggage; you said it may not be; i insist a little; nine years is a long time; just because you did not want to stay longer and talk; 10-15 minutes max; otherwise it became a conference call; it ends with frustration; i did not get to see you; due to some water distress situation; few days; i already anticipate; what if you love; what if you change job; what if it becomes long distance; i off the phone; went to bed; the next day; you laugh at my conference call description; we are alright; i am still mad but i can talk; you decided let's meet anyway; just as my best friend suggested; i am so glad i have all of you; i mean every single one of you; in my life.