Sunday, December 17, 2017

The one thing I don’t want to be is a burden to anyone.















we were just hanging out; doing small thing; we went to get your glasses fixed; i was having a rough day; i called in sick the next; spend time with you; drop you off at work before you began your two weeks long holiday; i am glad we have each our own life and activity to do; had a blast at my home; charade; taboo; Christmas tree; hosting someone; all went fantastically well; we meet to view your friend's house; decision changes along the way; happy we chat; a walk in the park; felt such great relief; help to talk to someone who cares; more concern and always worry about your physical well being; you have a lot of things to do during your day off; accompany you else where; going to kick off our holiday soon; the very first; i hope everything will go well; as it should; it does not even bother me that we talk about future; child; your parents comment on me; guess they do care because they asked question; no one wants their child to be hurt, again; being cautious; unimportant stuff; we do things that made each other laugh; liking my serious look coz i look hot; silly but fun comment; bond we build slowly; miss you terribly when we are apart; i gradually accept the fact that you will only be there and hold my hand when i am really sad or just give me a "tight hug" message, because you are just not a guy that shows your emotion on your face; that is how you will be and choose to deal with emotion; not in a dramatic manner; i just have to be ok and live with that; which i can; i am and i want.

line of the date: "are you expecting?"



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