I’m not very good at putting my feelings into words. That’s why people misunderstand me.

a short trip; i threw tantrum; i want you all to me and it is very hard thing to swallow; it has been two years; the thing i never wanted to show but i starting to; getting demanding; want to be all important during that short period of time; these are the things you can never give me and i want to just end it; end this agony; misery; i could not; i am weak; so weak and after reading your long message; knowing that you want to keep me for the rest of your life; i turn around; i cry but i also agreed to your proposal; i am forever trapped by the very notion of - you also actually love me too.