I try more and more to be myself, caring relatively little whether people approve or disapprove.

i really want to see you; i hate to see you suffer; with your pain and getting ill; i cannot do anything; we had coffee and hot chocolate; sitting facing each other cross legged; everything turn into something sexy with you with a slight gentle twist; i like this wonderful feeling; this little time and moment that we shared; however much short it is; it was such a wow Friday; we will not forget; it left memories and traces everywhere; i really want to see you; even just to have a coffee; i suggested it; in the end you accommodated my request; you were telling me about her; your friend; your boss; some challenges; family; long weekend; the time that we do not get to spend together wishing that we were; you already asking if i will visit; i cannot tell you for now; it is not a no; it is also not a yes; just as you; i do not want to promise something i can't deliver; i know i surely will if i can and by then i will tell you about it; that i promise; without saying it out loud; we walk into a building; you said you want to check on something and we steal a kiss; nearby the staircase; just like two teenagers hiding something form our parents; sweet; loving; yet exciting.