As long as you have certain desires about how it ought to be you can’t see how it is.

120117; 1930;
i have definitely lose interest;
we had dinner;
you are back from there;
talking about travel plans;
movies you have watched;
good and bad one;
your business plan;
but i find you still long winded;
too many words to get to the point;
cut you short a lot of times;
show my annoyance and agitation;
cancel trip;
just because i said i am seriously dating someone;
maybe i should have done it long ago;
you do not even need to sleep over;
not anymore.