All my life, I’ve found it difficult to advocate for myself, to ask for what I want. I fear burdening people so much.

The more you tell me about her; with no specific reason; even small stuff; the more i feel you want to drive me away; and yet it did not happen; not because i do not hate it; i do; but so what; i do not care; i do not know what you are trying to achieve; maybe you just simply miss me as i do; in the end we both become somewhere we want to escape to; quietly; peacefully; doing things we never gotten to do with whomever we thought we should be doing with; simply as a replacement of someone for fulfillment for very selfish reason.