We all have rules; they differ, but we all play by them.

and how can i tell you that i feel less turn on with my fwb;

that i am so into you;

that you are the only one i want to have sex with;

that you turn me on;

make me wet in a totally different way;

you make my desire burn so strongly;

that even with the chance of me meeting a new man;

where you are still constantly in my mind;

as a comparison;

as a benchmark;

unfairly;

then i remember this quote;

i always love you;

even though i am busy pretending to date someone else;

it is true.