I am looking for someone to share in an adventure that I am arranging, and it’s very difficult to find anyone.

You told me you miss me and that you are very sorry that i left; reading it for a moment everything rushed back in my own all over again; one thing i know for sure; im not sorry that i leave this relationship behind because we will never really be happy anyway; we can try but trust me we won't succeed; not if we are who we are and that we are acting the way we act now; there is just so much under current between us that will eventually fuck up the relationship anyway.

I am not sorry. I wish you well and to live a good life, like she would want you to.