To give real service you must add something which cannot be bought or measured with money, and that is sincerity and integrity.

I guess the question about why am I still want to do this. you may be right on the boring bit as well.

I've been stubborn, angry and hard all my life, I thought I may need someone soft to neutralize me if I am even in a relationship. Someone that speaks softly, gently to calm me down, little that I know I actually need someone stronger, more stubborn, angrier that calm me down. Opposite attracts in this case is so wrong.

This will be a challenging disaster that I don't want to fail.