I would rather be right and die than be wrong and kill

last day of the year and im still fucking confuse!

原来我内心的忐忑不安不是来自于对你的放不开；而是我那对你放不开之后停顿着而不能大步大步迈向前的窘境；我很自私；我知道这样对别人很不公平；我只能坦白从宽；我不知道会拖到什么时候；i do not want to give you false hope; i rather you slap me in the face and then i will actually feel better.