Choice of attention, to pay attention to this and ignore that, is to the inner life what choice of action is to the outer.

that'd be nice; the line that always started it all; Sunday we landed; you asked me to stay; we spent time played game most of the time; those silly little kill time games on trivia/ true or false/ about movie;  i really like the trip back on the train how you allowed me to put my legs up on your luggage; it's just a little thing but still; then we woke the next morning with great coffee; we slept off the jetlag quite well; i hope i was a better cure for you on this; i called a cab and it got here faster that i expected; you thought i would stayed longer; you're a beast; im gone for the day; i need my time too; you called; asking to go pick up some stuff at a later time; yes of course we go together without any hesitation at all; again we spent a day together chit chatting, you need a hair cut; looking at logos, watching you work on your bass passionately; i always think it's a good thing to do something you love; to be with someone you love; then we watch movie; she called twice; been turned away; uncomfortable feeling arises; i should stop; i should go; i shouldn't' be in the way; i did; i cut the evening short; i go away even without finishing the movie; you let me because you know is the right thing to do; you didn't insist for me to stay; i get the signal; that's when i decided i should bring it up again; i wrote you a mail; you responded by inviting me over for dinner after your grocery shopping even though you are having a headache; you said you wanted to reply to my mail but you don't know how to; i stayed for the night even without a change of clothes; if you want to do it you will make things happen; then we were together again early Friday morning; then Saturday where i went away because i have no intention to stay thru the qualifying that will finish at 11 o'clock; but on Sunday you said you need a hair cut; i spent the whole day with you to get your hair cut; glue your bass; bought dinner and watched the final competition together; a few words to conclude a week; that's how we should end it i guess; im thinking we just need a moment and you took a week.

what a week!