There are two ways of exerting one's strength: one is pushing down, the other is pulling up.

but there's a catch;
there's always a catch;
on your term;
to do everything just to match your wish, your demand;
the thing is you don't even know me;
you don't even clear on what i want;
understand me in a way that someone who love me ever would;
i know it's all my fault;
because i allow all this to happen;
to me and to you.