Prove all things; hold fast that which is good

she probably sends thru whole bunch of messages; you are nothing special; remember that.

i love a good fight.

Judgement comes from experience, and great judgement comes from bad

"sometimes i think you should trust and let go and get the love you get"; a friend told me this and i quote it here; maybe it's because i was never a love-receiving kind of person; maybe i'm being skeptical; maybe it's because of love; maybe im having second thought; me and all my maybes; maybe i will this time; again, just maybe.

When something can be read without effort, great effort has gone into its writing

"can you give us another chance?"; "you mean again?"; "yes, again"; this time he seems determine but so was last time; "im not even sure i know how to do this anymore, i dont love you as much as you love me, and you are clearly on the losing end here"; "i dont care, i want you and i want to prove to you that i can do this"; then i thought i see a light in front of me glowing, i start to feel a little bit dizzy and i thought that's a sign to have a go on this again, to push the restart button once more; then i realise i just have to be brave, be strong and really just let go, get on the road to learn to love again...........

Nothing is ever lost by courtesy. It is the cheapest of pleasures

下一次放假我们去一趟吧？

第二十七次；

我就要计算不清了；

我不知道这些算不算是承诺；

还是你只是在敷衍我；

我一厢情愿地去再一次相信你；

受伤哭泣一切一切；

于人无由。

True repentance means making amends with the person when at all possible

其实我不知道你有没有认真地替我想过；可能你完全没有在乎过我； 看着窗外路上的车子奔驰而过；刚下过雨溅起的水花；感觉凉凉的；你的手在我的肩上； 想哭；很想很想哭；但是有用吗？过了今晚你就不是我的人了； 想起了这三十一年逝去了的青春原来就只不过是这样一回事；你在抽着烟；等你回过神来；在想什么；你对我这么好我却辜负你；别肉麻了；对自己好一些；这个不用你说；但是你从来没有做； 我从来没有告诉你的是； 我只懂得对你好； 我以为我不用说你会懂得； 而你却连这件事也不让我做；想着想着；三十一后的我后戏还多着呢！

Every man stamps his value on himself... man is made great or small by his own will

she remembers reading from somewhere: "I like living. I have sometimes been wildly, despairingly, acutely miserable, racked with sorrow, but through it all I still know quite certainly that just to be alive is a grand thing."; she can finally move on and get pass this episode of her life and everything seems to be easy; at that point; then she receives a text message:"how r u? come and have coffee with me."; she wickedly smiles and thinking of what type of coffee to order.

What a grand thing, to be loved! What a grander thing still, to love!

说话呀，怎么啦？还有什么好说的？ 你都决定了。把我的号码删掉了吗？嗯。不后悔？不！你的语气很坚决；因为我很坚决；从来没有看过你这样；还有很多我的事是你不知道的；枉费我认识了你这么久；你并没有想过要爱我也没有想过要和我变成知己所以很多事你觉得你不必知道但你自己其实也很矛盾；看来还是你明白我多一些；因为我爱你多一些所以现在如此坚决的我和你对我的恨比较起来会更多一些；这样可以让我离开你更容易一些；你就不能再给我一次机会对我宽容一些；我已经很久没有对自己好了；我决定要好好爱自己，让我从现在起。

Charm is the quality in others that makes us more satisfied with ourselves

其实我还忍得住；

其实我只是在假装有所谓；

其实我没有了感觉；

其实其实其实。

In giving advice, seek to help, not please, your friend

你永远就是那么的从容；你接听电话的时候我正驶过你的正门口；明明看见电视机的光在闪着而你在电话那头却对我说你已经睡着了；不用多话；我不想问为什么；这一个圣诞节我不想伤心了。

He has achieved success who has lived well, laughed often, and loved much

现今的人都少了一份责任心；

只会一味去责怪别人；

就只不过是让步；

就只不过是认输；

我这人没什么能耐；

就是会委屈往心里埋；

但还是会不哼一声把事为你做妥；

不喜欢的甚少说出来；

何必呢？

浪费神浪费气浪费力；

多无谓呀；

时常想就算说了；

又如何呢又怎样呢；

别怪我；

我就是这样子。

在你心中；

我代表着什么呢；

我的地位呢；

这些反而是我在意的；

如果我和你什么关系都不是；

那么我们还这样干嘛呢？

It is better to offer no excuse than a bad one

就已经不知道从什么时候开始；有些人失去了主见；他们认为既然到后来还是必须要改变的倒不如我听你的；这样他们就不用想了。

The killing was the best part. It was the dying I couldn't take

不就是一直在重复一些无关痛痒毫无意义的话题而已吗？

有时候我真的只是想有人陪我静静坐着；

陪着我；

就这样而已。

Learn to see in another's calamity the ills which you should avoid

what do you think?

that's gonna take too much time;

what? you mean you wont do it?

no, i wont;

why not?

i told you that's gonna take too much time;

what time you have to lose?

i begin to feel sick of all this, you know?

Nothing will ever be attempted, if all possible objections must first be overcome

i like you, you know that?

but what do i do when you like me is not enough;

what do i do?

i slip all the orange juice out of the glass with a straw until the glass dries out; your name keeps on appearing in my mind over and over again; Johnathan; i still have 5 cigarettes left inside my pack; but i don't feel like having one right now; i order a latte and continue sit at the cafe by the sidewalk; passerby passing by and im just pondering on everything is interesting until a point.

When I do good, I feel good; when I do bad, I feel bad, and that is my religion

我穿好衣服；看着你；准备要离开了；我们没有说话；在电梯里一直沉默着；是有那么一点点贱的感觉；但我却宁愿这样。

你在抽着第三支烟；我对你特别留神；我知道你有话想要说；却在想着要怎样开口；“我知道你没有利用我的意思”； 就算你有我也不会在乎；“为什么你就是会怕我误会，我们都认识这样久了；还要在我面前装什么呢？”； 你和我约好了今晚见；如常在你家一起准备晚餐；你有的没的说你竟然想吃素；因为觉得那牛排突然间有尸体的味道；你并不是一个好人；这我早知道；所以你还要在我面前装什么呢？

It is not enough to do good; one must do it the right way

i like nail polish, BLACK.

Know how to ask. There is nothing more difficult for some people, nor for others, easier.

watched a movie too, last weekend;
Wong Kar Wai's latest:"My blueberry nights";
very simple love story;
some lines are great;
though some scenes were a bit contrive;
im not a hopeless romantic;
nonetheless, i believe people emerged from countless experience/failure to be a person capable to love;
funny how people always look around and stick with things that they're familiar with, e.g.: the usual cafe, the usual shop, etc;
and yet they get sick of routine.

Nothing is more highly to be prized than the value of each day.

im not 20 years old anymore, you know?;
are you trying to kill me?;
i actually find that a little bit sad;
i wish you are my age;
then we can be together longer;
at least.

Those who can make you believe absurdities can make you commit atrocities

很晚了；收到你的短讯；我讨厌拐弯抹角的人；你兜兜转转想要从我那儿得到你想要得到的答案；我说晚安；你着急了；其实你想见我；就是不直接说；我也在想你但却没有想过我们其实会再见；很不必要； 我要了罐啤酒；没有说话；原来你刚去了机场一趟；我没问是接机还是送机；没有意思；然后你接着说圣诞会在argentina度假；然后一月会去spain一个星期；我只是喝着啤酒吸着烟看着你；那么又如何呢？无言； 我无言。

In love, one and one are one

141209; 1544; 03m59s; 昨晚你没来得及与我分享你的周末过得如何；今天就收到了你的来电；诉说着你短短的行程；我还是没有对你说我的想念；我不敢问也不敢想知道你一个人的时候有没有想我；我害怕我会失望； 虽然我只能够自己傻傻地想你；在你盖上电话之前；听见你轻声说谢谢；原来你对我其实还是很客气的；你叫我如何不跟你保持距离呢？