We are never deceived; we deceive ourselves

a very brief 2 hours meet;
a walk in the park;
so casual, no expectation;
and then he asked: "what is this attraction?";
is it the way we met?
is it the way you smile?
is it the way she looks at me?
is it the way we talk to each other?
sexual tension is hidden somewhere in between;
without knowing whether is there something more;
could there be more?
or could this be just another brief affair encounter?

Things turn out best for the people who make the best of the way things turn out.

how can you do that?
how can you just hurt me;
so effortlessly?
我也不想这样啊！

Be sincere; be brief; be seated

Sure I know you'd like to have me

Talk about my future

And a million words or so to fill you in about my past

Have I sisters or a brother

When's my birthday how's my mother

Well my dear in time I'll answer all those things you ask

But for now I'll just say I love you

Nothing more seems important somehow

And tomorrow can wait come whatever

Let me love you forever but right now

Right now

Some fine day when we go walking

We'll take time for idle talking

Sharing every feeling as we watch each other smile

I'll hold your hand you'll hold my hand

We'll say things we never had planned

Then we'll get to know each other in a little while

But for now let me say I love you

Later on there'll be time for so much more

But for now meaning now and forever

Let me kiss you my darling then once more

Once more

But for now let me say I love you

Later on I must know much more of you

But for now here and now how I love you

As you are in my arms I love you

I love you

I love you

Courtesy is simply doing unto others what you would like them to do unto you

放工驾车回家的途中；电话响；在做什么？回家；来我家吧；你一直称赞我穿的白衬衫黑色的skinny jeans很好看；然后你说：走！我们去买鞋；所以然后我们走走逛逛一个多小时就只是为了找一双适合我的高跟鞋；你向我解释了一整套女人因高跟鞋而美丽，世界因高跟鞋而伟大的理论；如常你在说我在听的理论；所以你一定要买一双会让你更漂亮的；我一直在试鞋而你一直在看；帮我弄着衣服裤子叫我转圈；几乎每一双你都说好；我选好了一双但是在犹豫着；我买给你；我不允许；你又不是我的谁；但你穿很好看只是要开始练习猫步而已；最后我还是没有买下来；因为我不想让你觉得说我是为你而买的；但如果我买下它的话其实是为了你；我真的是只想要讨你欢心；我又在骗自己了；还有你特别问我可以为你做一件事吗；就是下次见面的时候穿上裙子和高跟鞋；我笑笑点头。

i like you sleeping on this side of the bed;

why?

coz i see you;

and i like to see you everytime when i wake up.

We don't see things as they are, we see things as we are

are u busy until the next decade? coz i cant wait.

maybe what hurts me is when i hear you say, you are not looking for anything;
maybe even if you are, i guess i just dont want to be your anything.

If you press me to say why I loved him, I can say no more than because he was he, and I was I

if i tell u the truth;
would u believe me?
im afraid;
to meet;
not this way;
im fear that;
we will be doing what we expect to do;
to each other;
i will kiss u;
touch u;
hug u;
and want to be with u;
then the liking feeling will get deeper;
inside of us;
of each other;
after which when it's time to say goodbye;
i will hate myself;
and how much it hurts;
i should really stop this;
coz i realise how much im falling for u now.

You can't do anything about the length of your life, but you can do something about its width and depth

我在等着一个能够和我细水长流的人。

Calm down

Deep breaths

And get yourself dressed instead

Of running around

And pulling all your threads and

Breaking yourself up

If it's a broken part, replace it

If it’s a broken arm then brace it

If it's a broken heart then face it

And hold your own

Know your name

And go your own way

Hold your own

Know your name

And go your own way

And everything will be fine

Hang on

Help is on the way

Stay strong

I'm doing everything

Hold your own

Know your name

And go your own way

Hold your own

Know your name

And go your own way

And everything

Everything will be fine

Everything

Are the details in the fabric

Are the things that make you panic

Are your thoughts results of static cling?

Are the things that make you blow

Hell, no reason, go on and scream

If you're shocked it's just the fault

Of faulty manufacturing.

Everything will be fine

Everything in no time at all

Everything

Hold your own

And know your name

Go your own way

Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own)

Are the things that make you panic (Know your name)

Are your thoughts results of static cling? (Go your own way)

Hold your own

Know your name

Go your own way.

Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own)

Are the things that make you panic (Know your name)

Is it Mother Nature's sewing machine? (Go your own way)

Are the things that make you blow (Hold your own)

Hell no reason go on and scream (Know your name)

If you’re shocked it's just the fault (Go your own way)

Of faulty manufacturing

Everything will be fine

Everything in no time at all

Hearts will hold

Since you are like no other being ever created since the beginning of time, you are incomparable

this is what u wanted;
that it will comes a day;
when u pick up that phone;
and make that call;
at the end of the receiving end;
i will not be there to pick it up;
or even if i do;
i'd say no.

let's have some new cliches

我寄了那天你听后很喜欢的音乐给你；somehow i knew u would actually use it in one of ur ad and i was right; 很喜欢那支短片；没有想到还是有少少的出乎意料；感谢你为我做的联系；接下来要靠自己了；你说原来他有问起我；他问我是你女朋友吗？她不是但她是个好女孩，你说；他没有我的电话号码呀；他也没有问；我问了我开始了；就让我们开始吧；我想已经没有必要去浪费时间了；我喜欢你啊；告诉我很多很多你的事，好吗？就让我们坐在这里开始我们的故事吧...........

There's always one who loves and one who lets himself be loved

you shouldnt be sad; no, im happy for you; really? yes, really. i love you always and dont you ever forget that.

If a problem has no solution, it may not be a problem, but a fact - not to be solved, but to be coped with over time.

i still remember; he was shy and i felt bit awkward; i knew about him from u; but he wasn't expecting me at all; he was slightly hesitated; then he said we should just go ahead without him; he thought we were together; he didnt know i was here for him; just like meeting everyone for the very first time; i tried to show him my better side instead of my bad one; coz i want to leave a good impression for him too; i hope i did.

Most people would succeed in small things if they were not troubled with great ambitions

但是如果我们之间的一切都依照着计划去发生的话；那么就不会有故事说了。

就像是你终于可以从我们这一段复杂的关系里后退一步；以一个旁观者的角度介入我的生活里；我赴了约；那一场你为我设的约；你说你没有为任何人match-make过；你觉得这一个沉默寡言害羞的男孩我会喜欢；我们说很少的话；你都尽量在为我们找话说；我由衷感激你为我做的；然后我们又会怎样了呢；我和你也许不会再了；这是我必须要做的；我知道；我其实喜欢他；我只是希望他也会喜欢我。

Life is an adventure in forgiveness

everything doesnt seem real;

i smash everything that i can touch and see;

like a dream;

and u just sit there laughing at me;

laughing at me.

Originality and the feeling of one's own dignity are achieved only through work and struggle

i wish i could wake up beside u everyday of my life from now on;
then sometimes i think why r we doing what we r doing;
i couldnt find an answer for sure;
guilt is penetrating;
but at the same time joy overtook the feeling of guilt even more;
hence;
thats why we r doing what we r doing;
i think;
and;
looking back i dont think u want to be held any responsibility on this;
not at all;
that's where at a point i told myself;
i hated u so.

Make voyages! - Attempt them! - there's nothing else...

你就只是喜欢这种感觉吗？没有想过要和我真的在一起；你只要这样就够了吗？又接到你的来讯的这一天；和你喝着咖啡；你告诉我想要介绍一个人给我认识；我默然接受心里却纠结得像什么似的；你放弃我了吗？ 想忘记我了吗？不要我了吗？我也只是想让你快乐呀！念头一闪即过；we have to and we must move on, somehow somewhere somewhat and thanks for giving me the chance to try.

He who is drowned is not troubled by the rain

i love making love to you;
do i turn you on?
and you just need to ask;
coz i want to hear it from you;
lust & love.

All existing business models are wrong. Find a new one

i love the way u kiss me and i like the taste of ur kiss;
what taste?
i dunno, the taste of you;
and i wish u have fallen for me the same way ive fallen for u.

Decide on what you think is right, and stick to it

at the end of the day; it's just you and me; no one else but you and me; i promise.

First say to yourself what you would be; and then do what you have to do

it was dawn; this is the first time u left before me; u sat by the bed side; "coffee?" i whispered with my sleepy voice; "sleep", u said; u didnt wake me up for coffee; "ur hair is so long now", u touched it and said; "i thought u like it this way?"; "i do"; "be safe, i love u"; u kissed me, got up and walked out from the room; i still feel your soft caress in between sheet and my naked body.

The most important thing in life is to learn how to give out love, and to let it come in

i kind of expected it actually; u could've just text me; u r right but u didnt; instead u called and wasted a bit of ur time talking non-sense to me; "well i know u just want to call and we're not going to hang out tonight, right?"; "says who? what? u think im just using u"; at times i really do feel so; "so what time?"; "huh?"; there u said its still on; im happy and i dont think u can tell from my voice; i was thrilled; u know u make me the happiest person on earth; wanting to see me no matter how short the notice is; u really dont have to do that; i feel uneasy somehow; then again; im just too happy to say no anyway and waiting for u to hurt me again again and again.....

我真的不知道我们在吵些什么；在电话里僵持了5分钟；结论呢？what is the point? look, im sorry; 我的心立刻软了；当争吵的双方其中一个人肯先低声下气去先道歉；无论谁对谁错还有什么好去追究的呢？i'm sorry too and i love you.