Thursday, September 17, 2009

The world is good-natured to people who are good natured


i talk too much about my view; your view and in the end i just wonder if all that matters.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

We cannot destroy kindred: Our chains stretch a little sometimes, but they never break.



















being completely intransigent as she is; unable to read her mind he continues talking; she doesnt mean to be inflexible; he doesnt understand her at all even after so many years; there's not much difference between them; he's trying to let her knows what he feels; she doesnt even care; not anymore; and he wonders what went wrong; that's the end of this; there will never ever be an answer, indefinitely.

For me, words are a form of action, capable of influencing change


im not asking u to change ur plan; just thought maybe u r traveling on ur own and changing plan should be somewhat easy; im not trying to make a fuss out of anything; who am i to care what ur plan is anyway; just thought u need some advice; i appreciate when u said i take things in a different way and u like me to give some feedback; im thru with the things u put me up to long time ago; im not even asking; really im not; im just listening.

Never be a cynic, even a gentle one. Never help out a sneer, even at the devil


sometimes is not just about the 3 little words;
it's more than just saying i love u, i miss u or i am sorry;
i miss all the time i wish we could be together;
i love u just u of being who u are;
i am sorry that i wasnt able to show u all the things i shouldve or couldve;
i promise u whatever it is as long as we stay together;
i will make everything fine;
i want to make it;
with you;
only with you.

Monday, September 14, 2009

Throughout life, one does not miss any chance to hold onto the things that are really precious, if one is truly wise


they look at each other and they say:"yes, i do."

rest in peace to the one who's gone, u will be remembered forever, i wish u well.

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Silent gratitude isn't much use to anyone


and this is true....

u r letting ur pride getting in ur way.


"well, we marry and bury", his pastor said; life and death; norm of life, i guess.

Saturday, September 12, 2009

Never compare your inside with somebody else's outside
















Life is no brief candle to me. It is sort of a splendid torch which I have got hold of for a moment,
and I want to make it burn as brightly as possible before handing it on to future generations.
-- George Bernard Shaw (1856-1950) Irish Playwright


No man or woman of the humblest sort can really be strong, gentle and good, without the world being better for it, without somebody being helped and comforted by the very existence of that goodness.
-- Phillips Brooks (1835-1893) American Bishop


A man should never be ashamed to own that he has been in the wrong, which is but saying that he is wiser today than he was yesterday.
-- Alexander Pope (1688-1744) English Poet

Friday, September 11, 2009

Some think it's holding on that makes one strong; sometimes it's letting go


when do u think ull find me boring?
now, i find u soooo boring already;
oh well, when do u wanna get rid of me then?
like in 50 years;
wow, u gonna live that long;
yea, to haunt u;
u shoot me dead, ok?
haha;
well, its ok, i think i keep u, u're a good dog
conversation fade away with our laugh.

Thursday, September 10, 2009

It is not enough to succeed. Others must fail














The three great essentials to achieving anything worthwhile are;
first, hard work, second, stick-to-it-iveness, and third, common
sense.

-- Thomas A. Edison (1847-1931) American Inventor

If at first you don't succeed, find out if the loser gets anything


he bought a pack of cigarette before going to her apartment; she was waiting for him; "im not seeing anyone the way im seeing u"; "what? im suppose to be happy with that?"; "no, that's not what i meant, i just want u to know"; "in some other world, in some other time, could you have loved me?"; "i don't know, i hate hypothetical question, u know that? i cant even say for sure now, what do i know about some other world and some other time?"; "u dont even want to try and what am i thinking that u might actually put more effort into this than that, i guess im just wrong, plain wrong"

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Enjoy when you can, and endure when you must
















u said u r fond of me and im happy...coz usually people either say like or love, then with u it comes "fond", it's a in between word which means more than like but less than love......i know wht u mean; i fond of u too....too fond of u now.....i would even say love....yea, i love u, u know, in my silly crazy kinda way, not as lover....but as my "u know who"......just something cute that happens between us, let's take it that way. ill love u, alwaz do and alwaz will in my way now, alright?

i dont have the feeling of being used; thats why i stick around; i asked those questions was just really out of curiosity; not jealousy; u gave me a really safe answer; said just in case, u dont want me to compare; actually i just want u to be happy even without me; like i said, i wont believe u if u told me there was no one else anyway.

每一次闻到你的香水;我都会记起那天;我们收拾行李那天;我问你那支红色的香水;你对我说:“我要香香的”; 我只记得你好可爱。
我也记得那天你一直在说话;我看着你;拉着你的衣服;吻了你一下;你总是找理由说我泡的咖啡不好喝;但也还是将它喝完;吻着我然后喝完。
你穿裙子真的很好很好看; 配上高跟鞋-perfect;你又弄笑我了;你这样我想起刚认识你的时候;那个模样;是好事吗?不坏;你让我看见你别的样子;variety.

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

If you haven't forgiven yourself something, how can you forgive others?


this is ridiculous? we dont even know what we are arguing about? what is the point? i dont see it and even if i did, i might not be able to understand it; not your way; and u r just going to sit there; fine, great, make my day.

im sorry, can we start over? is it possible? what do u want from me?














我不想猜;我不想自己认为;我不想assume;我不想;
i dont want to assume that is alright to leave some clothes behind so i dont have to go back home every time i spent a night with you;
i dont want to assume that is alright to stay for breakfast or coffee without knowing that what time u should be going to work and u probably rushing or getting late;
i dont want to assume that is alright to spend time with u because im already at ur doorstep and that makes u feel that u oblige to do something;
i dont want to assume that everything is going to be alright because u tell me is going to be fine;
and i never ever assume that u will love me back just because i love u.

Monday, September 7, 2009

The man who is swimming against the stream knows the strength of it


the more we argue the more we forget what we are arguing about in the very first place; and u dont even seem to remember it's not because of that anymore; all that is beside the point that u cant or dont really see.

You do not need to leave your room. Remain sitting at your table and listen. Do not even listen, simply wait, be quiet, still and solitary. The world will freely offer itself to you to be unmasked, it has no choice, it will roll in ecstasy at your feet.
-- Franz Kafka



When life seems chaotic, you don't need people giving you easy answers or cheap promises. There might not be any answers to your problems. What you need is a safe place where you can bounce with people who have taken some bad hops of their own.
-- Real Live Preacher, RealLivePreacher.com Weblog, August 12, 2003

Sunday, September 6, 2009

It's kind of fun to do the impossible.














我还是常去那一间你常常去的咖啡座;
我猜你应该已经没有再去了;
一样;找了个靠窗的位子;
一样; 点了latte;
一样;抽着烟;
一样;没有人和我说话;
一样;看着人群来来又去去;
一样;想着你;
一样。

Saturday, September 5, 2009

What people say you cannot do, you try and find that you can


我没有说话;“你很喜欢他吧?”; 妳看着我;我看着妳;我还是没有说话;“我也曾经爱过这一个男人,十年前的事了”; “你还爱着他?”; 我就只问了一句; “有什么用呢?他都不爱我了,people move on, u know? 有些事强求不来, 放在心里吧,如果这样做会让你好过一些的话”; 没有再去想难过不难过的事了;“其实到现在我还是想不通他心里想的是什么”; 我想告诉她:“他没有爱过我,我们只是朋友, 我很没用”;到最后我还是没有说话。

No fear. No distractions. The ability to let that which does not matter truly slide


"do u miss home?"; "sometimes"; "and what about a family?"; "i dont deserve that kind of happiness"; it's shocking to know people have such thinking; u r a totally negative soul; "dont u believe in anything?"; "i dont even believe myself"; "but were u happy when we were together?"; "yes, i was very happy, very very happy"; im flattered.

Friday, September 4, 2009

Work and struggle and never accept an evil that you can change


Your horoscope for September 4, 2009
It could be that you find yourself in a situation in which you may or may not make a commitment in a relationship, YP. It could also be that old demons come back to haunt you about the freedom of movement you have, and create doubts in you. Some advice: don't listen to them because if you do, you may go back ten paces in your sentimental life. Roll the dice and make a decision.

Maybe I wanted to hear it so badly that my ears betrayed my mind in order to secure my heart


以为已经没有再需要流的泪了; 以为自己已经不会再难过了;一年又一年;悸动的感觉还在;想要逃得远远的;是脑子不听使唤;还是我的心;倒数着那一段曾经倒数过的日子;曾经沧海难为水,除去巫山不是云。

Thursday, September 3, 2009

The greatest thing in the world is to know how to belong to oneself


u smoking ur last cigarette from the pack; "i stop asking question about you and me a long long time ago;" I'm drinking my coffee; "u know i enjoy spending time with u, even very quietly, even without doing anything"; "what do u think about me?"; "what do u mean?"; "just simply, what do u think about me? it's a simple question, no?"; "u? i like u, like i told u, i like being with u"; "that's all"; "yes, that's all"; "oh ok"; "why? what?"; "nothing"; "there must be something"; "but who am i to u to ask anyway"; "my dear, i know what u thinking about and i know what u want to ask"; i take ur cigarette and have a puff; i then kiss you; "i know this much, i love you now, future is a big word and it scares me, i just want u to be with me like this, right here, right now but if u want to leave, i'd understand"; no, i don't think u will ever understand; but i want to stay with u anyway until the end; if only u let me.
The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed but I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find