Saturday, March 6, 2010

Friday, March 5, 2010

It's so much easier to suggest solutions when you don't know too much about the problem


he told me he's a slut;
he fools around;
still;
what that suppose to mean?
that you are his best friend now?
that he is really opening up?
that he really just needs someone to talk to?
and you found out that he and her quarrel;
again;
what that suppose to mean?
that you might have a shot at this?
then you realize you are number 1,223,342,677 in the line;
he is such a slut;
and all you want is revenge.

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Humility is the embarrassment you feel when you tell people how wonderful you are


i mean, even you and him are together;
it's still possible that he keeps secret from you;
that's how things works now;
kinda;
these days.

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Most people are other people. Their thoughts are someone else's opinions, their lives a mimicry, their passions a quotation


i hope i dont do this to myself;
somewhere along the line;
i forget what im suppose to do;
and going against the direction;
doing what i do not like to do all along;
i hope.

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Sunday, February 28, 2010

If you really want to do something, you do it. You don't save it for a sound bite


we missed our kiss goodnight & kiss goodbye.
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and u pull me over to see what does chocolate and beer mixture taste like.
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im willing to be his theraphy.
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what is the big plan next? you me somewhere...........far.

Saturday, February 27, 2010

Friday, February 26, 2010

Who is rich? He that is content. Who is that? Nobody


and u starting to feel a little better;
when u realise u can summarize ur day in a few sentences;
short and sweet one;
then one day when u read it back;
it actually not bad;
and indeed it was not bad at all.

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

You cannot escape the responsibility of tomorrow by evading it today


你甚至不太清楚;
梦想和现实;
到底是怎么样的一回事;
才发觉;
人生原来已经变得这么糟糕了。

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

When people think the world of you, be careful with them


或许;
一些意外的发生;
是为了;
要让你去看清楚;
我到底是一个怎么样的人。

Sunday, February 21, 2010

I don't really trust a sane person



I don't want to get to the end of my life and find that I just lived
the length of it. I want to live the width of it as well.

-- Diane Ackerman

Friday, February 19, 2010

Quit now, you'll never make it. If you disregard this advice, you'll be halfway there


and this is when i actually realise;
when u write a "9" too short it will becomes an "a";
hence the address;
then thru a short work actually makes me notice;
that;
im a subconsciously a very self-conscious person.

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Nothing ever goes away


he text me Happy Valentine's Day;
i dunno what am i suppose to think;
i guess is just nothing;
it was never anything.

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

He had occasional flashes of silence, that made his conversation perfectly delightful


02022010; 14:34; 4min37sec: i think he is one of those that i fancy;
and like;
or might even be love.

Monday, February 8, 2010

It's all right letting yourself go as long as you can let yourself back


it's just getting harder for me to let go............do u know?


Be careful that victories do not carry the seed of future defeats.
-- Ralph W. Sockman

Let no man imagine that he has no influence. Whoever he may be, and wherever he may be placed, the man who thinks becomes a light and a power.
-- Henry George

Because you are in control of your life. Don't ever forget that. You are what you are because of the conscious and subconscious choices you have made.
-- Barbara Hall, A Summons to New Orleans, 2000

When I'm not doing something that comes deeply from me, I get bored. When I get bored I get distracted and when I get distracted, I become depressed. It's a natural resistance, and it insures your integrity.
-- Maria Irene Fornes

Sunday, February 7, 2010

Maybe it was only a second of your time, but you need to treasure life, every second


in the end, im still coming back to u, in the end, to find comfort in u, i am just a pathetic little human being.

Saturday, February 6, 2010

Truth is beautiful, without doubt; but so are lies

开始对坏坏的字样有所迷恋:堕落、上瘾、同性、淫乱、卑贱、可是可恨的是这些字眼都不能够一针见血地形容自己对自己的放弃; 可能我歇私底里就是一个比坏还要更坏的人。

Friday, February 5, 2010

If I only had a little humility, I'd be perfect


you have 1 unheard message:
yo im at d airport, im leaving so i hv to turn off my mobile phone, this is the 2nd time im calling u, to annoy u, and i cannot. this is not fair, u annoying one.

alright, you take care ya, i see u soon, ciao!

Thursday, February 4, 2010

The difference between what we do and what we are capable of doing would suffice to solve most of the world's problems


整整一个星期了;我不知道为什么;我很郁闷;我是那种连梦也不会作的人;现在却突然间闷闷不乐;我不知道应该向谁说;原来才知道我没有什么朋友;应该会一个人孤独终老吧;有这样的念头;如果不是欠下了那么一点我想我可能会轻生;念头是曾一闪即过;我不是那种人;我能捱;我只是怕寂寞;该死的寂寞。

你已经在回家的路上;心里面开始想你有没有爱过我这个问题;应该是有的;亦有可能你没有能力。

We don't know a millionth of one percent about anything


they probably dont even know what is really happening anyway; today is the day you are going away; i guess you will never ever make up your mind on me in a million billion zillion years; i will alwaz sit here and wonder why; i will never get the answer i wanted to even though the question has been asked more than the number of time im suppose to ask.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

You must not come lightly to the blank page


he's having an irish coffee; a coffee with a dash of alcohol; "it's not that i want to get drunk tonight, i just want to stay awake, i started to smoke you know? im so stressed"; "for her?"; "yea, hard to believe huh?"; "but i thought......"; "nah, she doesnt want a relationship, she's clear about that"; how come this sounds so vaguely familiar; i was in his shoes once; way back when; for someone; that time has passed and i just have to move on; even though my life doesn't really become better; but that was the best time of my life; it still is.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Say not, when I have leisure I will study; you may not have leisure


今早起来你吻了我的额一下;好美丽的早晨;再过两天你就要离开了; 但是这一次我一点儿也不伤怀;010210; 2150; 原来你去了东海岸;你又兴奋不已的谈起低音吉他;有一股成就感和你眼神中所发出的喜悦;像个小孩子一样;而你也就是一直这么样;六个星期你说然后就能再见了;所以并没有什么好伤心难过的;那一段已经过去了;已经学会释怀;真正的去放开;早上我们喝着咖啡;你弄给我的早餐;好,六个星期倒数现在开始。

Monday, February 1, 2010

When you really trust someone, you have to be okay with not understanding some things



The most decisive actions of our life - I mean those that are most likely to decide the whole course of our future - are, more often than not, unconsidered.
-- Andre Gide

其实生活就是很多小事叠成的;不是吗?那天去看了原本不想去看的sc的剧;有感动;一点点想哭的冲动;我忘记了我还有一股对生命有所感触的无形力量。

It is the loving, not the loved, woman who feels loveable


i dont want to promise you too many things;
for im afraid you might leave before me;
and all that's left with me is only regret.

Friday, January 29, 2010

Even if it's a little thing, do something for those who need help, something for which you get no pay but the privilege of doing it


and so today i done it all; and i actually dont feel the feeling i want to feel; and what does that mean; and you wonder what went wrong.

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

It is better to know some of the questions than all of the answers


可以不叫我小孩吗?你可以不这样淘气吗?你把我弄得很紧张耶; 你知道吗?我们有时候真的好好笑!

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Live each season as it passes; breathe the air, drink the drink, taste the fruit, and resign yourself to the influences of each


260110: 2201: 2分钟;你以为很晚了;你为了没有早一点告诉我而抱歉;还是和你去喝酒;6个星期;你说;为了工作也顺道回家乡;但你不想;无所谓我觉得;反正我还是需要去不习惯你的存在;curious case of benjamin button; tattoo; bass, etc etc; 抛了一个问题给你又被抛回另一个问题;其实就是人生无常;要感恩惜福;要做的都做了吧;不要后悔;你很有感触;life is full of tiny little pleasure; at this moment; im blessed to have you beside me waking me up with a coffee; i love u dearly.

Monday, January 25, 2010

Sunday, January 24, 2010

I live for those who love me, for those who know me true













When she stopped conforming to the conventional picture of femininity she finally began to enjoy being a woman -- Betty Friedan

Friday, January 22, 2010

Reality continues to ruin my life


it's no longer something you can just simply ignore or admit;
it's not a question of sympathy or empathy;
sometimes things are just and be.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

It's very easy to feel someone's pain when you love them


Oh why don't you call
When you say you will my dear
Is it because I don't belong to you
Anymore

And why don't you come
When you say you will my dear
Do you really think it will work out wrong

Oh and you've been lost
And I've been saved
Is that what comes from giving away

Maybe in time you will come back along
To greet me

What if I leave?
What if I leave?
What if I leave?
What if I leave?

Why don't you call?
Don't you miss me at all?
Left a long long time ago
To where the weather was better
For his kind

Why won't you play?
You've gone and left your face
I may be a fool all along
But I never understood these rules

Oh and every street calls your name
A whispering ghost of neighborhood flame
Maybe in time you will wake up to find you're free

What if I leave?
What if I leave?
What if I leave?
What if I leave?

So I grow up longing for another
With the windy city left behind to my lover
Will you ever know the way I cry
You were gone that day, so you may have missed
My goodbye

Oh, and sometimes in my dreams I hear you say
"If you really care you won't go away"

What if I leave?
What if I leave?
What if I leave?
What if I leave?

What if I leave?
What if I leave?
What if I leave?
What if I leave?

Somewhere, something incredible is waiting to be known


反正我也不会为你作无谓的牺牲。

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Love all, trust a few. Do wrong to none

应该不再会有顾虑的;
要再去旅行哦;
什么时候;
我从来都不是主动的那个人;
又是一次很spontaneous的;
没有你在都没有人泡咖啡给我喝了;
重看着一部旧电影;
我无所谓;
因为你又有意无意地;
问起我和那个人交往的事;
但有些事情你必须要知道的是;
不是你说我就会做的;
我不想你以为;
无所谓下去吧;
也这么多年了;
有一些事我还是会介意的;
虽然我不想也不要告诉你原因;
我知道这么多年以来;
我一直在重复着自己;
但其实也就因为你不是我的男人;
而已。

Monday, January 18, 2010

About the time we think we can make ends meet, somebody moves the ends


Is the life I'm living the life that wants to live in me?
-- Parker Palmer

Speak properly, and in as few words as you can, but always plainly; for the end of speech is not ostentation, but to be understood.
-- William Penn

There is more in us than we know. If we can be made to see it,
perhaps, for the rest of our lives, we will be unwilling to settle
for less.
-- Kurt Hahn

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Character is what you have left when you've lost everything you can lose


"been thinking about you";
do u know how much these 4 little words mean to me?
i hope u mean it;
eventhough i sound like i dont care.

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Thursday, January 14, 2010

No one can earn a million dollars honestly


这几天毫无方向;
不是对于未来;
是我的心;
follow your heart, some say;
不是每一样事情都附送指示的;
最后的决定、动作还是要靠自己;
每每到最后一分钟觉得无路可退的时候;
总会绝处逢生柳暗花明又一村;
忽然间没有方向感的恐惧消失了;
放心吧,指南针在自己心里;
一步步来;
就好。

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

An unhurried sense of time is in itself a form of wealth


从来都不曾只是一个人的问题;
看着你坐在一旁发呆;
有一点不知所措;
原来我也会这样;
我讲了几句话;
你没有答;
可能你也很闷;
我始终不肯承认是我的错;
因为我知道;
这从来都不只是我一个人的问题。

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Time has a wonderful way of showing us what really matters


你就只是会取笑我;可我其实一点也不介意;和你坐在一家p字头的快餐厅;是一间有阳台的餐厅;你总在说自己不健康时常吃着垃圾食物;能怪谁呢;总没有人用枪指着你吧;我在抽着烟吃着炸鸡喝着汽水;完全不健康;看着你的新t恤不觉得有什么大不了;但你也许因为我越是装得在意你就越不告诉我是在那里买的;我可一点都不在乎;因为我知道怎样能够让你觉得和我在一起你对我很重要;我刻意地让你有这一个错觉;我不觉得我狡猾;只是再一次觉得你在利用着我;而我也只是在利用着你。