Saturday, September 29, 2012
Friday, September 28, 2012
Sunday, September 23, 2012
I couldn't be more proud of you than if you were the first man on the moon.
maybe they will get divorced and all kind of shit; but fucking who cares? why does it bother you so much? why does it bother you that maybe two people fucking love each other and they want to get married and they want a relationship and they just want to be happy.
it's like you want everybody to think independently but you want everyone to fucking agree with you; why cant you understand that some people just want to be happy.
are you happy? are you?
im fine, im absolutely just fine.
Saturday, September 22, 2012
If you're never scared or embarrassed or hurt, it means you never take any chances.
we sat by the bar; ordered our drinks; 2 beers; i was people looking; checking out people around the bar; you were looking at me; smiling; your hair all tie up tonight that looks nice; i wish i give you the urge to kiss me on my neck and whisper in my ear something sweet and sexy; im still afraid; scare of losing this fight; most of all scare of losing you; but the reason why i never allow you to do that was because i was writing about you, im sure you know that, right?
Friday, September 21, 2012
Thursday, September 20, 2012
The manner in which it is given is worth more than the gift.
what if everything is just a delusion? illusion?
you were late for 22 minutes;
i sat by the bar in black waiting;
a guy almost took your seat;
you;me;ourlife;longdistancerelationship;love;affair;travel;parking;work;food;interest;randomlychatting;touching;kissing;
that was the kind of impression we've made within the first 15min;
it lasted;
3 beers;
i like you;
you were touching my hand so softly;
look at me you said and you are very pretty;
still shy as i am;
what if everything is just a delusion? illusion?
Wednesday, September 19, 2012
Tuesday, September 18, 2012
Monday, September 17, 2012
Sunday, September 16, 2012
Saturday, September 15, 2012
Friday, September 14, 2012
Although prepared for martyrdom, I preferred that it be postponed.
we are done and we sitting by the bed side, quietly; finally you said im going away; for how long; i dont know; are you coming back; i dont know; tell me something that you know for sure; but you know what; there is nothing i know for sure just like how i feel so unsure with you but also at the same time being with you is the surest thing ive ever done, touching you feeling you kissing you are the only thing i feel sure about; i know im a big fucking mess myself & you might not want to pick up my crap and be with me; i can see it in your eyes if i ask you would actually say yes.
yes.
that's another thing i feel sure about;
perhaps the unsure part is not you but me; just me.
Tuesday, September 11, 2012
We did not change as we grew older; we just became more clearly ourselves.
U told me something I never knew;
That u read my blog all this while;
That my old blog vanished and it's such a shame;
That if I knew that u were following my blog before I would've stopped the posting altogether;
That I know u know me well;
That u did the right thing;
That u made the right move;
That.
Saturday, September 8, 2012
Simplicity is the peak of civilization.
U called; 2212; where r u? What u doing? As usual entertain u with ur shitty luck; I'm out and driving; can u come over? I never say no; not to anything of urs; that u should know; I'm glad I caught u while u r out; did that mean u won't call if I'm in; I wanted to just call and say good night; we ended up with beer supper and chit chat all night; that was like my ideal form to spend a night;with you; that's the truth; I should let u shoot me again; I should really; before I grow any older and fatter, u know?
Friday, September 7, 2012
Thursday, September 6, 2012
Wednesday, September 5, 2012
Tuesday, September 4, 2012
Monday, September 3, 2012
Sunday, September 2, 2012
Saturday, September 1, 2012
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