They always say time changes things, but you actually have to change them yourself

3 cheers to my freaking wasted life this beautiful sunday morning.

Even if it's a little thing, do something for those who need help, something for which you get no pay but the privilege of doing it

and so today i done it all; and i actually dont feel the feeling i want to feel; and what does that mean; and you wonder what went wrong.

Silence is more musical than any song

sometime to spoil it all you just need to ask why.

It is better to know some of the questions than all of the answers

可以不叫我小孩吗？你可以不这样淘气吗？你把我弄得很紧张耶； 你知道吗？我们有时候真的好好笑!

Live each season as it passes; breathe the air, drink the drink, taste the fruit, and resign yourself to the influences of each

260110: 2201: 2分钟；你以为很晚了；你为了没有早一点告诉我而抱歉；还是和你去喝酒；6个星期；你说；为了工作也顺道回家乡；但你不想；无所谓我觉得；反正我还是需要去不习惯你的存在；curious case of benjamin button; tattoo; bass, etc etc; 抛了一个问题给你又被抛回另一个问题；其实就是人生无常；要感恩惜福；要做的都做了吧；不要后悔；你很有感触；life is full of tiny little pleasure; at this moment; im blessed to have you beside me waking me up with a coffee; i love u dearly.

Don't need to say please to no man for a happy tune

today i feel like spinning around until i actually lose control...

I live for those who love me, for those who know me true

When she stopped conforming to the conventional picture of femininity she finally began to enjoy being a woman -- Betty Friedan

Nothing ever becomes real until it is experienced

fav outfit: jeans & tee

Reality continues to ruin my life

it's no longer something you can just simply ignore or admit;

it's not a question of sympathy or empathy;

sometimes things are just and be.

It's very easy to feel someone's pain when you love them

Oh why don't you call

When you say you will my dear

Is it because I don't belong to you

Anymore

And why don't you come

When you say you will my dear

Do you really think it will work out wrong

Oh and you've been lost

And I've been saved

Is that what comes from giving away

Maybe in time you will come back along

To greet me

What if I leave?

What if I leave?

What if I leave?

What if I leave?

Why don't you call?

Don't you miss me at all?

Left a long long time ago

To where the weather was better

For his kind

Why won't you play?

You've gone and left your face

I may be a fool all along

But I never understood these rules

Oh and every street calls your name

A whispering ghost of neighborhood flame

Maybe in time you will wake up to find you're free

What if I leave?

What if I leave?

What if I leave?

What if I leave?

So I grow up longing for another

With the windy city left behind to my lover

Will you ever know the way I cry

You were gone that day, so you may have missed

My goodbye

Oh, and sometimes in my dreams I hear you say

"If you really care you won't go away"

What if I leave?

What if I leave?

What if I leave?

What if I leave?

What if I leave?

What if I leave?

What if I leave?

What if I leave?

Somewhere, something incredible is waiting to be known

反正我也不会为你作无谓的牺牲。

Love all, trust a few. Do wrong to none

应该不再会有顾虑的；

要再去旅行哦；

什么时候；

我从来都不是主动的那个人；

又是一次很spontaneous的；

没有你在都没有人泡咖啡给我喝了；

重看着一部旧电影；

我无所谓；

因为你又有意无意地；

问起我和那个人交往的事；

但有些事情你必须要知道的是；

不是你说我就会做的；

我不想你以为；

无所谓下去吧；

也这么多年了；

有一些事我还是会介意的；

虽然我不想也不要告诉你原因；

我知道这么多年以来；

我一直在重复着自己；

但其实也就因为你不是我的男人；

而已。

About the time we think we can make ends meet, somebody moves the ends

Is the life I'm living the life that wants to live in me?

-- Parker Palmer

Speak properly, and in as few words as you can, but always plainly; for the end of speech is not ostentation, but to be understood.

-- William Penn

There is more in us than we know. If we can be made to see it,

perhaps, for the rest of our lives, we will be unwilling to settle

for less.

-- Kurt Hahn

Character is what you have left when you've lost everything you can lose

"been thinking about you";

do u know how much these 4 little words mean to me?

i hope u mean it;

eventhough i sound like i dont care.

What you do, the way you think, makes you beautiful

不应该是我逃避的；

为了什么呢？

不会有答案。

No one can earn a million dollars honestly

这几天毫无方向；

不是对于未来；

是我的心；

follow your heart, some say;

不是每一样事情都附送指示的；

最后的决定、动作还是要靠自己；

每每到最后一分钟觉得无路可退的时候；

总会绝处逢生柳暗花明又一村；

忽然间没有方向感的恐惧消失了；

放心吧，指南针在自己心里；

一步步来；

就好。

An unhurried sense of time is in itself a form of wealth

从来都不曾只是一个人的问题；

看着你坐在一旁发呆；

有一点不知所措；

原来我也会这样；

我讲了几句话；

你没有答；

可能你也很闷；

我始终不肯承认是我的错；

因为我知道；

这从来都不只是我一个人的问题。

Time has a wonderful way of showing us what really matters

你就只是会取笑我；可我其实一点也不介意；和你坐在一家p字头的快餐厅；是一间有阳台的餐厅；你总在说自己不健康时常吃着垃圾食物；能怪谁呢；总没有人用枪指着你吧；我在抽着烟吃着炸鸡喝着汽水；完全不健康；看着你的新t恤不觉得有什么大不了；但你也许因为我越是装得在意你就越不告诉我是在那里买的；我可一点都不在乎；因为我知道怎样能够让你觉得和我在一起你对我很重要；我刻意地让你有这一个错觉；我不觉得我狡猾；只是再一次觉得你在利用着我；而我也只是在利用着你。

We rarely think people have good sense unless they agree with us

to be able to answer a question;

might prove that you are good;

but doesn't necessary mean that you are right;

good doesn't equal to right;

never was and never will be;

according to my book.

i despise me;

i look down on people;

The more you know, the less you need

it doesn't really matter;
i just want to be together;
with you.

The things you own end up owning you

he mentioned something about the pair of heels that we bought together; did we buy it together? i never really give it a thought until after; then i remember i didnt buy that pair of heels with him; and as usual i always remember a step too late; the tea wasn't hot enough; that he secretly told me a lie; made fun of me of some funny sites; and all this i always remember a step too late.

Giving is a necessity sometimes... more urgent, indeed, than having

it's your life;

only you need to give a shit;

and held full responsibility to it.

Dare to be yourself

060110 - 1856 - 我还没有被忘记；继续着我们的约；一切是那么的熟悉；miss you la; happy to see you too; 你继续打量着我；你没有变很多；我们多久没见了；你不会在我面前不好意思吧；我怕你不好意思；那些感觉统统都回来了；已经有整三个星期没有见了；你我都在说着近况；被一通来电打扰了；思绪又乱了一些；来到了深夜；那一些触摸、呼吸、言语、亲吻、拥抱；没有变过的；早上醒来喝着咖啡；喜欢你煮的咖啡；很合我口味；我想如果我开了一间咖啡馆；你可能是唯一的客人；你向我要了一些新的歌曲；我的衣着口味趋向你而你听音乐的口味有一点儿趋向我；我觉得；一厢情愿地觉得；我穿着一条skinny jeans；好看；我整理好准备着要离开；你居然叫着我的名字；这是第一次，也可能是最后一次；我们要很快再见，好吗？好，我默默在心里答应着。

If we take care of the moments, the years will take care of themselves

why do u talk to me? why do u like me? im so insecure, insensitive, emotional, stubborn, nerdy, weird, ugly, not sensible, impolite, why do u do this to me?

coz i see something even that u dont want to admit, i see someone who is so beautiful inside and out, who is so humble to admit every good she has, though i must admit u r really stubborn, but thats what i like about u too, u r unconventional, u r on ur own, enjoying urself, enjoying ur time, dont matter what other people talk about u, i like u just being u, simply that.

Never regret something that once made you smile

how can someone get so drunk? he wondered;

did she do it on purpose?

puke for the forth time in an hour;

is she trying to get me to hate her or like her? he confused;

finally he put her on a cab;

she managed to slip him a piece of paper before he closes the door;

"i really like you, xxx-xx-xxx"

that was his new year's eve;

a suppose to be alone new year's eve.

040110 - 1135

i havent been forgotten.

happy new year....

but how do u do it?

i lie;

everyday;

with my self-conscious

and eyes wide open.

All that really belongs to us is time; even he who has nothing else has that

i miss you;

and i think about you all the time;

i just cannot be another woman that you only sleep with;

i am sorry.

A kleptomaniac is a person who helps himself because he can't help himself

he sits at the restaurant; half a day; waited for her; it was a no show; he doesn't even know what the hell he is doing; wasting his time and this is not even fun; second day in; the city is so crowded; latte; orange juice; caesar salad with chicken; he even manage to finish the 56 pages of book that he didint get to finish since last week; coz back at his place he is always busy and have no time for a book; he doesn't have that kind of luxury and pleasure; he is taking his pace; fast and slow; living life his own way; no one bothers; until one call; this call and he is here now; in a place that he knows no one; because the call was from her; but he knows for sure this time; this is the end of it; the end of it......