L.I.F.E.

happy new year

2012-01-05T21:26:00.002+08:00

I love you the more that I believe you have liked me for my own sake and for nothing else

2011-10-12T22:26:00.002+08:00

突然间；

我有了重新开始的勇气。

One of the advantages of being disorderly is that one is constantly making exciting discoveries

2011-04-09T09:33:00.001+08:00

有时会懊恼对自己的过分坦白；
一种让人无法认同的无奈；
力不从心的不断重复；
一次又一次的自我颓废；
醒来后的挣扎；
虽然能看清楚；
透彻的瞬间；
却依然难将自己抽离；
置身事外。

A lot of dreams don't come true in life. If you can make somebody's dream come true, you should.

2011-04-07T19:42:00.003+08:00

and its alwaz me who never read;

never listen;

it's alwaz me.

unknowingly frustratingly sadly;

drawn in a situation where;

things happen in such speed;

so hard for me to breathe;

overwhelmingly disturb by such a thought;

do not know whether should be happy or sad;

reaching to such extend that;

all good things happen at once now;

and I just so so wish;

it’ll turn out badly;

all will just turn out badly;

myself;

my sorry self included.

Of those who say nothing, few are silent

2011-04-07T19:09:00.006+08:00

我问他；

那我们现在该怎么办；

我不知道；他说；

原来；

我才发现他和我一样；

在爱情的路上彼此都；

不知所措。

Write a wise saying and your name will live forever

2011-04-06T21:09:00.002+08:00

两个星期多了吧；

我们互相电邮彼此；

为了一个故事；

我开了一个头；

你将它延伸出一个故事；

而后我俩深陷其中；

无法自拔；

有的没有的在无意中讨论起人生；

你我永远是对立的；

同一阵线这四个字不会出现在我们的字典里；

或许也因为如此我们可以那么样的在一起吧；

或许；

真的或许。

Read not to contradict and confute, nor to find talk and discourse, but to weigh and consider

2011-04-05T19:44:00.004+08:00

无意间；

看到这几句广告词；

超喜欢；

一定要分享分享：-

“生命就該浪費在美好的事物上”

“再忙~也要跟你喝杯咖啡~!”

“科技始終來自於人性”

The man least dependent upon the morrow goes to meet the morrow most cheerfully

2011-04-04T22:03:00.001+08:00

我怎么可能不了解你的感受呢？

拥有同一样星座的我们；

能间接知道彼此在想什么；

但我想说的是；

过去的就让它过去吧；

虽然心里头还是有一丝丝不平衡的挣扎；

却能做什么呢？

老生常谈；

人生是应该有一些小遗憾的吧；

我是如是想着；

心里会好过一些些。

In the fight between you and the world, back the world

2011-04-03T17:10:00.003+08:00

漫无目的在走着；

浪费了两个小时；

直至见到了你；

都觉得是值得的；

你轻轻地拉着我的手；

诉说着近况；

也询问我的；

慢慢的；

我开始说得比以前多；

想开始让你知道多一点我的生活；

Feel the fear and do it anyway

2011-03-30T19:03:00.003+08:00

大概三个星期左右了吧；

每一次总是满心的期待；

应该是最后一次了；

断断续续的纠缠；

久久不能释怀；

不想要再不了了之下去；

所以；

真的；

应该是最后一次了。

Because I have loved life, I shall have no sorrow to die

2011-03-29T22:45:00.002+08:00

is it ok to kiss you?

if it’s not ok, you can ask me to leave;

i can go;

im not here by chance, u know?

im here by choice;

i stay because i want to;

and you know i want to;

you insist on me making my own decision;

i was afraid to burden you further;

you say i am no bother;

i want to know if you really want me to stay;

you stay silent;

i miss you;

i mean it.

We are always in search of the redeeming formula, the crystallizing thought

2011-03-28T18:53:00.004+08:00

再一次；

我再一次逃了出来；

我朝着你的方向狂奔；

深深地呼吸；

我问你如果事情像预期般发生；

怎么办？

你会选择离去；

我不知道我离开他；

是因为你；

还是真的为了我自己。

I never think of the future - it comes soon enough

2011-03-25T17:52:00.002+08:00

it’s unreal;

flash of lighting;

he starts to weep;

hands shivering;

guilt penetrating

then he’s laughing;

never stopping;

never stopping.

Even writers need relief from words

2011-03-24T20:58:00.002+08:00

you going back and forth;

on the same path;

trying to have other to match your pace;

unsuccessfully;

desire slowly faded;

no longer arouse in sadness;

for whatever things;

it’ll pass;

it just will pass.

People fail forward to success

2011-03-23T13:03:00.002+08:00

this is when you finally realise;

letting go is the only choice;

this is when you finally realise;

actually you rather say no.

The greatest pleasure in life is doing what people say you cannot do

2011-03-22T19:51:00.004+08:00

im losin' direction!

我很清楚知道自己其实在迷失方向中；

那种；

想又不愿去做什么的无聊；

感叹却又不愿分享的落寞；

自己太了解自己；

即使被误解；

却怎样都不去解释；

如果他们明白；

他们终究会明白的；

然而又不会因此而觉得委屈；

想一个人的当儿；

也想有一双手让我轻轻的握着；

只是轻轻的；

离开了的那个人；

他爱我太深；

奈何不愿等待；

并不是每一个人都能这样；一股劲儿地将这几年未付出过的爱都一鼓作气使出来“我这么爱你，难道你看不出来，你就不能像我爱你一样爱我？”

我招架不住；

黯然走开；

我需要时间；

很多很多我已经没有了的时间；

i just don't deserve your love.

The aim of an argument or discussion should not be victory, but progress

2011-03-21T19:51:00.002+08:00

both of us;

we are just treating each other;

as an outlet.

What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us

2011-03-20T12:53:00.000+08:00

再一次的机会；
不为什么；
始终觉得应该还有一点儿什么的
如果这一次过后；
没了就是没了；

so this is the time and this is the test;

a test of patience;

how long will he grab this before he eventually decide to let go;

i dont think it will last long anyway.

Cynically speaking, one could say that it is true to life to be cynical about it

2011-03-19T13:13:00.001+08:00

你说过就要算；
拉拉扯扯半生不熟的这一段；
是否能够忘怀已经不是一个应该思考的问题了；
就如某日；
醒来恍然大悟；
原来就是这样的一回事；
解释也觉得是多余的。

The truth is rarely pure and never simple

2011-03-16T01:51:00.001+08:00

it would be impossible to turn back now;

if it happens for another time;

i will snap and that will be the end of it;

seriously.

Everyone is a prisoner of his own experiences. No one can eliminate prejudices - just recognize them

2011-03-14T19:02:00.004+08:00

i know u care for me;

i want u to care for me;

i dont want u to stop;

i dont want u to tell me to get lost;

i dont want u to tell me this is ur life, go do whatever u want;

i dont want that and u know it;

it saddens me and it’ll break my heart if we stop what we do;

u might say time will pass and life goes on;

u might say u’ll find someone, but why would i want to do that?

why would i?

yea of course, because i want something that u dont;

there’s really no point of something to happen if they dont end up at the same direction, right?

u know there’s this thing between us for as long as i can remember;

we dont talk about it but we know is there;

im too weak and i dont know what to do;

i feel stupid with my one-sided feeling towards u;

i said eveything that i suppose to and not suppose to;

it might even be possible now that u r getting bore and sick of me;i dont know, u never say;

………..i never want u to ever get rid of me……….and i never good at how to show it….i just do………….i just do.

By constant self-discipline and self-control you can develop greatness of character

2011-03-13T11:55:00.002+08:00

几天了；

开心地过了几天；

你还是爱我的；

我如是地想着；

看着你的画图；

你反复问着我意见；

不知道是否；

被中用或被取纳；

无所谓的吧，其实；

只是喜欢你问我而已；

只是想让你听听我的声音而已；

我靠近你；

搭着你的肩；

不经意；

毫不经意；

你回头吻了我一下；

只是一下；

我知道就够了。

Never despair; but if you do, work on in despair

2011-03-12T07:33:00.004+08:00

凌晨两点四十三分；

街角的小餐厅；

没有人；

宁静的喧哗声；

还冒着烟的黑咖啡；

你不想答话；

我感觉到；

在玻璃窗的雾气上写了：

yes or no?

你轻轻敲打了桌子两下；

用方块糖推砌出一个交叉；

我以沉默回答，转身离开。

Every improvement in communication makes the bore more terrible

2011-03-10T21:36:00.003+08:00

i used to write so much more when we were together;

你对我说；

我记得你从来不将你写的、拍的给我看；

其实我巴不得你与我分享你所经历的；

for all those questions that u alwaz wanted to ask and never gotten the chance to;

im glad u didnt;

and to tell you the truth i actually dont feel so bad about it;

i really dont.

There comes a time in every man's life and I've had many of them.

2011-03-09T19:37:00.002+08:00

Sean Maguire: Thought about what you said to me the other day, about my painting. Stayed up half the night thinking about it. Something occurred to me… fell into a deep peaceful sleep, and haven’t thought about you since. Do you know what occurred to me?

Will Hunting: No.

Sean Maguire: You’re just a kid, you don’t have the faintest idea what you’re talkin’ about.

Will Hunting: Why thank you.

Sean Maguire: It’s all right. You’ve never been out of Boston.

Will Hunting: Nope.

Sean Maguire: So if I asked you about art, you’d probably give me the skinny on every art book ever written. Michelangelo, you know a lot about him. Life’s work, political aspirations, him and the pope, sexual orientations, the whole works, right? But I’ll bet you can’t tell me what it smells like in the Sistine Chapel. You’ve never actually stood there and looked up at that beautiful ceiling; seen that. If I ask you about women, you’d probably give me a syllabus about your personal favorites. You may have even been laid a few times. But you can’t tell me what it feels like to wake up next to a woman and feel truly happy. You’re a tough kid. And I’d ask you about war, you’d probably throw Shakespeare at me, right, “once more unto the breach dear friends.” But you’ve never been near one. You’ve never held your best friend’s head in your lap, watch him gasp his last breath looking to you for help. I’d ask you about love, you’d probably quote me a sonnet. But you’ve never looked at a woman and been totally vulnerable. Known someone that could level you with her eyes, feeling like God put an angel on earth just for you. Who could rescue you from the depths of hell. And you wouldn’t know what it’s like to be her angel, to have that love for her, be there forever, through anything, through cancer. And you wouldn’t know about sleeping sitting up in the hospital room for two months, holding her hand, because the doctors could see in your eyes, that the terms “visiting hours” don’t apply to you. You don’t know about real loss, ’cause it only occurs when you’ve loved something more than you love yourself. And I doubt you’ve ever dared to love anybody that much. And look at you… I don’t see an intelligent, confident man… I see a cocky, scared shitless kid. But you’re a genius Will. No one denies that. No one could possibly understand the depths of you. But you presume to know everything about me because you saw a painting of mine, and you ripped my fucking life apart. You’re an orphan right? [Will nods] You think I know the first thing about how hard your life has been, how you feel, who you are, because I read Oliver Twist? Does that encapsulate you? Personally… I don’t give a shit about all that, because you know what, I can’t learn anything from you, I can’t read in some fuckin’ book. Unless you want to talk about you, who you are. Then I’m fascinated. I’m in. But you don’t want to do that do you sport? You’re terrified of what you might say. Your move, chief.

He who praises you for what you lack wishes to take from you what you have

2011-03-08T20:53:00.002+08:00

或许；

我想；

或许；

我和他真的暗地里独自庆幸着这样的一个结果。

I have the conviction that excessive literary production is a social offence

2011-03-08T12:37:00.003+08:00

已经开始了；

他说；

我没有说什么；

他只是拉着我的手；

开始了；

害怕吗？

不怕，有你在，我什么都不怕

Trust yourself. Think for yourself. Act for yourself. Speak for yourself. Be yourself. Imitation is suicide.

2011-03-07T20:30:00.003+08:00

有时候你可以试着；

试着这样；

为什么你总不把话说清楚；

说你想我留下；

我是喜欢听的；

你也知道的；

说你想我留下；

留下。

Life is an adventure in forgiveness

2011-03-06T09:36:00.001+08:00

there were nites when we wanted to see each other, as usual;

though it was already late, as usual;

we know that’s the thing we must do, as usual;

i arrived at your house, as usual;

drove to our fav bar, as usual;

“2 beers”, as usual;

no talking, as usual;

nonetheless miss each other honestly, as usual;

made love and still not a word, as usual;

i got up and left, as usual;

u never asked me to stay, as usual;

we parted, as usual;

then eventually found each other again, as usual.

Keep your fears to yourself, but share your courage with others

2011-03-05T09:57:00.001+08:00

maybe i’m just part of her pathetic little plan.

All men are frauds. The only difference between them is that some admit it. I myself deny it

2011-03-04T13:45:00.003+08:00

she never used to be so precise;

not to me;

she’s not;

with dates;

with what’s going on;

she never wants to tell me much;

that she is afraid of something;

she never used to be so precise.

I have been through some terrible things in my life, some of which actually happened

2011-03-04T00:17:00.002+08:00

Keating is seated at his desk. He is writing a letter and occasionally

looks up at the framed photo on his desk of a woman playing the cello.

There is a knock at the door.

KEATING

It’s open.

Neil enters and closes the door behind him. He appears to be nervous.

KEATING

Neil, what’s up?

NEIL

Can I speak to you a minute?

KEATING

Certainly. Sit down.

Neil goes to take a seat but notices the chair is piled up with books.

Neil picks them up and Keating gets up from his seat to help him.

NEIL

I’m sorry. Here.

KEATING

Excuse me. Get you some tea?

NEIL

Tea. Sure.

Keating goes to a table in the corner and begins pouring several cups.

KEATING

Like some milk or sugar in that?

NEIL

No, thanks.

NEIL

Gosh, they don’t give you much room

around here.

KEATING

No, it’s part of the monastic oath. They

don’t want worldly things distracting me

from my teaching.

Keating gives Neil a cup of tea and they return to their seats. Neil

looks at the photo on the desk.

NEIL

She’s pretty.

KEATING

She’s also in London. Makes it a little

difficult.

NEIL

How can you stand it?

KEATING

Stand what?

NEIL

You can go anywhere. You can do

anything. How can you stand being here?

KEATING

‘Cause I love teaching. I don’t wanna be

anywhere else.

KEATING

What’s up?

NEIL

I just talked to my father. He’s making

me quit the play at Henley Hall.

Acting’s everything to me. I– But he

doesn’t know. He– I can see his point.

We’re not a rich family like Charlie’s,

and we– But he’s planning the rest of

my life for me, and I– H-He’s never

asked me what I want.

KEATING

Have you ever told your father what you

just told me? About your passion for

acting. You ever show him that?

NEIL

I can’t.

KEATING

Why not?

NEIL

I can’t talk to him this way.

KEATING

Then you’re acting for him, too. You’re

playing the part of the dutiful son. I

know this sounds impossible, but you

have to talk to him. You have to show

him who you are, what your heart is.

NEIL

I know what he’ll say. He’ll tell me

that acting’s a whim, and I should

forget it. That how they’re counting on

me. He’ll just tell me to put it out of

my mind, “for my own good.”

KEATING

You are not an indentured servant. If

it’s not a whim for you, you prove it to

him by your conviction and your passion.

You show him that And if he still

doesn’t believe you, well, by then

you’ll be out of school and you can do

anything you want.

A tear falls down Neil’s cheek and he wipes it away.

NEIL

No. What about the play? The show’s

tomorrow night.

KEATING

Well, you have to talk to him before

tomorrow night.

NEIL

Isn’t there an easier way?

KEATING

No.

NEIL

I’m trapped.

KEATING

No, you’re not.

When a thing is done, it's done. Don't look back. Look forward to your next objective

2011-03-01T22:10:00.003+08:00

just between me and you;

none of this seems possible;

looking at it again right now;

some feelings begin to subside;

the time that we needed to do some thinking;

never seem to arrive at the right moment;

guess we just have to make it happen anyway;

we shouldn’t do that to each other anymore;

anymore.

I can think of nothing less pleasurable than a life devoted to pleasure

2011-02-27T20:56:00.002+08:00

you throw away the several chances that have been given;

i just have to give it to someone else.

When you have given nothing, ask for nothing

2011-02-20T08:43:00.003+08:00

“There’s only us, There’s only this, Forget regret, Or life is your to miss” - Mimi, Rent

In a mad world only the mad are sane

2011-02-19T12:57:00.001+08:00

你重新让我的心有了牵挂。

We judge ourselves by what we feel capable of doing, while others judge us by what we have already done

2011-02-17T17:47:00.002+08:00

you awaken my heart to possibilities forgotten.......

Life is full of obstacle illusions

2011-02-16T08:39:00.004+08:00

这一次；真的；要出发；去寻找那一股隐藏已久的力量；

爱你的力量。

Let's have some new cliches

2011-02-11T09:54:00.003+08:00

“You can make mistakes, but you are not a failure until you blame others for those mistakes.” -John Wooden

The palest ink is better than the best memory

2011-02-10T17:12:00.005+08:00

“It’s not about breaking the rules. It is about abandoning the concept of rules altogether” - Paul Lemberg

Never tell everything at once

2011-02-07T08:06:00.004+08:00

“I’ve learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.” -Maya Angelou

No one is useless in this world who lightens the burdens of another

2011-02-06T17:12:00.004+08:00

所以其实你必须要告诉他；

那是错的。

I'm kind of jealous of the life I'm supposedly leading

2011-02-06T09:51:00.003+08:00

“People who don’t take risks generally make about 2 big mistakes a year, people who do take risks generally make about 2 big mistakes a year” -Peter Drucker

Do not fear death so much, but rather the inadequate life

2011-02-04T16:35:00.004+08:00

“Each moment of our life, we either invoke or destroy our dreams.” -Stuart Wilde

The great thing in this world is not so much where you stand, as in what direction you are moving

2011-02-03T15:14:00.004+08:00

“Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get — only what you are expecting to give — which is everything. What you will receive in return varies. But it really has no connection with what you give. You give because you love and cannot help giving.” - Katharine Hepburn

Happiness is essentially a state of going somewhere, wholeheartedly, one-directionally, without regret or reservation

2011-02-02T18:37:00.003+08:00

我不说；

因为我知道；

我不是那一个会在家的人。

it's the 3rd day.

2011-02-01T17:17:00.003+08:00

我没有难过；

我希望您已经到了那个极乐往生的世界；

您不用再为我们操心了；

安息吧，就。

Between two evils, I always pick the one I never tried before

2011-01-28T20:17:00.004+08:00

有时候真的已经失去了那股自己想要说服自己想要继续下去的勇气。

Waste no more time talking about great souls and how they should be. Become one yourself!

2011-01-27T19:42:00.002+08:00

hey, i thought about you a lot.

这样；

就够了。

It's not the hours you put in your work that counts, it's the work you put in the hours

2011-01-26T23:09:00.004+08:00

I heard that you're settled down,

That you found a girl and you're married now,

I heard that your dreams came true,

Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you,

Old friend, why are you so shy?

Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light,

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,

But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it,

I had hoped you'd see my face,

And that you'd be reminded that for me it isn't over,

Never mind, I'll find someone like you,

I wish nothing but the best for you, too,

Don't forget me, I beg,

I remember you said,

"Sometimes it lasts in love,

But sometimes it hurts instead,"

Sometimes it lasts in love,

But sometimes it hurts instead, yeah,

You know how the time flies,

Only yesterday was the time of our lives,

We were born and raised in a summer haze,

Bound by the surprise of our glory days,

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,

But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it,

I had hoped you'd see my face,

And that you'd be reminded that for me it isn't over,

Never mind, I'll find someone like you,

I wish nothing but the best for you, too,

Don't forget me, I beg,

I remember you said,

"Sometimes it lasts in love,

But sometimes it hurts instead,"

Nothing compares,

No worries or cares,

Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made,

Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you,

I wish nothing but the best for you,

Don't forget me, I beg,

I remember you said,

"Sometimes it lasts in love,

But sometimes it hurts instead,"

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you,

I wish nothing but the best for you, too,

Don't forget me, I beg,

I remember you said,

"Sometimes it lasts in love,

But sometimes it hurts instead,"

Sometimes it lasts in love,

But sometimes it hurts instead.

Resolve to be thyself: and know, that he who finds himself, loses his misery

2011-01-25T20:34:00.007+08:00

Possible Weakness

needs clear cut boundaries for action/ relationships- bound by procedures and methods - gets bogged down in details - prefers not to verbalize feelings - will give in rather than argue

Greatest Fear

criticism

When dealing with the insane, the best method is to pretend to be sane

2011-01-25T18:44:00.004+08:00

“Do not be critics, you people, I beg you. I was a critic and I wish I could take it all back because it came from a smelly and ignorant place in me, and spoke with a voice that was all rage and envy. Do not dismiss a book until you have written one, and do not dismiss a movie until you have made one, and do not dismiss a person until you have met them. It is a f@*$%load of work to be open-minded and generous and understanding and forgiving and accepting, but Christ, that is what matters. What matters is saying yes.” - Dave Eggers

A doctor saves lives -- It's up to people to create lives that are worth saving

2011-01-23T09:56:00.004+08:00

“If you want to build a ship, don’t drum up people to collect wood and don’t assign them tasks and work, but rather teach them to long for the endless immensity of the sea.” ~Antoine De Saint Exupery

Do definite good; first of all to yourself, then to definite persons

2011-01-22T15:43:00.006+08:00

这是他们第一次去看电影，在计划了很久之后；

大家都是认识的，虽然不是很熟但也却没有很尴尬；

进了影院她看见所订的位置是情侣座，并没有很惊讶；

他们在还未开映前还悄悄说了一阵子的话，很好笑的话；

感觉就这样来了，就是觉得这样做是对的；

他的手慢慢搂着她的腰，没有抗拒自然而然地；

他比她小几岁，他很可爱不是那种会让她反感讨厌的男生；

“你还好吗？”“嗯，你呢？”“我搂着你就好”；

他用双手环抱着她；把头轻轻放在她的肩膀上；

吻了她好几下，感觉真好，过后她的发占满了他的味道，

都是成年人了，知道应该和不应该做什么的；

是知道的。

Don't bother just to be better than your contemporaries or predecessors. Try to be better than yourself

2011-01-21T22:42:00.004+08:00

“F@*# self-doubt. I despise it. I hold it in contempt, along with the hell-spawned ooze-pit of Resistance from which it crawled. I will NEVER back off. I will NEVER give the work anything less than 100%. If I go down in flames, so be it. I’ll be back.” -Steven Pressfield

It is the nature of all greatness not to be exact

2011-01-20T08:29:00.007+08:00

“The truly creative mind in any field is no more than this: A human creature born abnormally, inhumanely sensitive. To them… a touch is a blow, a sound is a noise, a misfortune is a tragedy, a joy is an ecstasy, a friend is a lover, a lover is a god, and failure is death. Add to this cruelly delicate organism the overpowering necessity to create, create, create — so that without the creating of music or poetry or books or buildings or something of meaning, their very breath is cut off… They must create, must pour out creation. By some strange, unknown, inward urgency they are not really alive unless they are creating.” - Pearl Buck

If you aren't fired with enthusiasm, you will be fired with enthusiasm

2011-01-19T21:50:00.006+08:00

maybe this is just going to be another one of those;

you have feelings for them;

but they just treat you as friends;

thinking about you fondly doesn't mean that they love you;

do not give your heart too readily;

some one once said.

It's a shallow life that doesn't give a person a few scars

2011-01-18T20:55:00.005+08:00

why did you have to quote what i said?

why you have to give me hope?

why?

Love is the big booming beat which covers up the noise of hate

2011-01-18T00:26:00.003+08:00

yea i know, what do u know? im just silly. u probably knew im going to write, even if ure not, im writing u anyway.

there were hesitation, but i also know in between us is real, still i cant helped but feel the indecent guilt, you are somebody else's. i know u would say we r both adult and mature enough to know what we r doing, but really? do we know what we r doing?

all i know is, seeing you, my first thought, everything is going to be over, coz u were with your girl, imagine how i felt with what ive seen, no, you cant imagine, because you are not me.

i love you and i guess i have the right to know;

i love you and i dont want to hide;

i love you and i just want you to be happy.

One ought, every day at least, to hear a little song, read a good poem, see a fine picture, and if it were possible, to speak a few reasonable words

2011-01-16T09:32:00.005+08:00

it's true when they say;

once you know and determine what to do;

usually it's right.

Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it is asking others to live as one wishes to live

2011-01-15T09:40:00.005+08:00

just to get things off my chest, we both know each other long enough now, so i dont want to keep things that bother me

i really wish u r happy and i want u to be happy, no matter what. i wish that u will tell me u and ur gf are working out, everything is going great, although u didnt tell me anything, or even when u think that there's absolutely nothing wrong in doing what we're doing...........even when u belong to someone else.

im happy to see u and i dont know why i write, maybe i thought comes new year it will be different for us and i was sorta expecting it, but seeing u, everything seems to be the same......we miss each other and we made love......i dont know i shld be happy or i shld feel sad, im just so useless and defenseless in front of all this. maybe u should keep me away from u

wht i want to say is i love u dearly in my kiddo way and it makes me happy to see u happy, so no matter what happens i will still let u share my music, OK?

Do not accustom yourself to use big words for little matters

2011-01-14T20:54:00.007+08:00

"There is always one person you love who becomes that definition. It usually happens retrospectively, but it happens eventually. This is the person who unknowingly sets the template for what you will always love about other people, even if some of these lovable qualities are self-destructive and unreasonable. The person who defines your understanding of love is not inherently different than anyone else; they’re often just the person you happen to meet the first time you really, really, want to love someone. But that person still wins. They win, and you lose. Because for the rest of your life, they will control how you feel about everyone else."

— Chuck Klosterman, Killing Yourself To Live

A paranoid is someone who knows a little of what's going on

2011-01-13T19:01:00.002+08:00

i hate you;

no, i really do.

Some days you're a bug, some days you're a windshield

2011-01-12T20:59:00.005+08:00

you need help; go away, you hurt me enough even though you didn't want to; what do u want me to do? i know you can't drop everything and go but can you at least say something to make me feel better, why do yo have to be so harsh? i just u to be soft and gentle, soft and gentle, with me.

Happiness is essentially a state of going somewhere, wholeheartedly, one-directionally, without regret or reservation

2011-01-11T20:53:00.004+08:00

What's the point of pain if it's been abused?

What's a kid like me even got to lose?

Here I am on your bed again-- its too big for the room it's in.

Wash your face and mouth just a little bit,

everybody knows that you're good at it.

Nothing hurts like an answer phone, drinking some, waking up alone.

Maybe if I try just a little more, I can take myself from this dirty floor.

Walk through buildings of elegance, just like you are intelligent.

But still I fall from grace with this microphone,

how'd you find yourself if you never roam?

Certainly I'm indebted baby, certainly, certainly...

I know my place, but it don't know me.

No one wants to hear that you're breaking up,

it wasn't long ago we said start me up.

Now all your dreamin' will have to wait, what you deserve you'll anticipate.

Play your 45 with this late at night, open all the windows, turn out the light.

Mysterious creatures will fill the room, a midnight show just put on for you.

But still I fall from grace with this microphone,

how'd you find yourself if you never roam?

Certainly I'm indebted baby, certainly, certainly...

I know my place, but it don't know me.

Cold fame in my brain, but it's okay cause I know it's the best for me...

Love doesn't sit there like a stone, it has to be made, like bread: remade all the time, made new

2011-01-10T19:19:00.005+08:00

我真的不知道我们之间欠缺了什么；

我和你都拥有着一股傻劲和勇气；

但终究还是不能洒脱地去兑现那段曾经有过的承诺；

原来那是不够的。

It is good to be without vices, but it is not good to be without temptations

2011-01-09T09:20:00.005+08:00

i think i havent had that feeling for a while now;

you coming around;

building all these anticipations;

i just dont want to be disappointed;

again.

Beware of the man who won't be bothered with details

2011-01-08T23:44:00.005+08:00

on the night that we met

you said that you wanted

something more from me

it was all that I could do

I remember your face, like a child

the way that you blushed and

the way that you smiled

now that was all that I could do

and I woke up feeling new

you're so much more than I ever knew

so I think of all these year spent alone

it's like you're searching for something

to make you feel whole

like ur half of something else

just a fragment of yourself

dont take it so hard, we did what we could

there were no easy answers

to be understood

and it was all that we could do

we're the only ones who knew

all I think about is you

the way that you laugh

the way that you smile

the way that you whispers

told me all her fronts

the way that you told

told me I was wrong

and the way that you'd sing

when you hear a song

and the way that you answered

when you knew I was gone

now i know that im blind

and its you all i see

i know its not cleaver

but i just want you with me

now I tell you I would die

if it's what you'd rather see

and I don't care if its clever

I just want you with me

I'm only half of something else

Most of the time I don't have much fun. The rest of the time I don't have any fun at all

2011-01-07T20:22:00.005+08:00

i dont think you know this;

but you have a way to calm me down;

whenever i talk to you;

i am smiling;

wherever you are or maybe;

i am not giving my heart too readily this time;

i hope.

You have not converted a man because you have silenced him

2011-01-06T20:20:00.003+08:00

he likes it here;

but it's not home.

Always bear in mind that your own resolution to succeed is more important than any one thing

2011-01-05T20:19:00.004+08:00

it's just when i start to sip you off my mind;

you crawl back in slowly over again;

with only 3 little words;

thats all;

after i miss you, i still miss you;

so what am i suppose to do?

Never take the advice of someone who has not had your kind of trouble

2011-01-04T23:05:00.003+08:00

i just have to face the fact that this is how is going to be now;

this sucks.

The best of us must sometimes eat our words

2011-01-03T12:30:00.006+08:00

some people really cannot understand you;

they say you are weak;

i was trying to defend you;

but nothing came out of my mouth;

i guess they're probably right.

If you want to tell people the truth, make them laugh, otherwise they'll kill you

2011-01-02T09:37:00.002+08:00

he's probably just another loser anyway.

Don't let your sorrow come higher than your knees

2011-01-01T00:14:00.002+08:00

happy new year 2011............

hv a blast! :)

I am no more humble than my talents require

2010-12-31T18:19:00.003+08:00

新年快乐；

还有4小时；

倒数才开始；

我知道你和她在一起；

我不需要你的祝福；

但请你一定要快乐；

新年快乐。

Originality is the fine art of remembering what you hear but forgetting where you heard it

2010-12-30T20:13:00.004+08:00

“As he watched her walk away, he feels a loss. How is it possible, he thinks, to miss a woman whom he kept at a distance so that when she was gone he would not miss her? Only then does he realize that wanting part of her and not all of her had hurt them both and how he cannot justify his actions except that… well… it was life.”

-- shopgirl

If one sticks too rigidly to one's principles, one would hardly see anybody

2010-12-29T09:27:00.004+08:00

5:34; 030111;

reappearing;

his life;

in mine.

Throughout life, one does not miss any chance to hold onto the things that are really precious, if one is truly wise

2010-12-28T14:42:00.003+08:00

let's love;

let's loose;

let's get crazy!

Make the best use of what is in your power, and take the rest as it happens

2010-12-27T20:12:00.004+08:00

2712;

19:42;

you fool;

i wish i could say no;

it has been 4 years;

you still dont know;

you silly silly man.

The skill of writing is to create a context in which other people can think

2010-12-26T19:18:00.002+08:00

that was the longest ride we ever take, right?

Laughter is an instant vacation

2010-12-25T09:53:00.004+08:00

有时候对人好真不容易；

千方百计想要达到一个所谓'ideal'的相处模式；

但是碍于不同的'definition'；

所得出来的'solution'也就不一定是双方所认同的。

You know everybody is ignorant, only on different subjects

2010-12-25T09:39:00.004+08:00

Merry xMAS!!!

"Xmas isn't a season, it's a feeling" - Edna Ferber

image credited to: http://fuckyeahskinnybitch.tumblr.com

The minute you settle for less than you deserve, you get even less than you settled for.

2010-12-24T17:44:00.003+08:00

1. no mind reading
2. no whtever
3. no name calling

we building a list.

It is well to give when asked but it is better to give unasked, through understanding

2010-12-23T14:04:00.006+08:00

02:17 - 24122010 - 16:23;

我没有骗你；

我对自己没有信心；

我们其实可以在一起；

如果那是我们想要的；

不过全都是错觉；

因为我知道你只是为了某些东西才会还是这样和我继续在一起。

The art of life lies in a constant readjustment to our surroundings

2010-12-22T22:19:00.003+08:00

you said you wanna take it slow;

fine, take it slow and leave me out of your life.

The most important thing is to be whatever you are without shame

2010-12-20T20:31:00.003+08:00

我就是缺少了那么一点点的勇气；

还有那我把它放得如此大的尊严；

再怎么说也没有像这样让自己骗着自己更加无聊的事；

如果凡事都看开了；

多好。

Acting is not being emotional, but being able to express emotion

2010-12-19T16:40:00.005+08:00

我不想问；

怎么可能；

难道还有比这一个更糟糕的；

他们每一个都和男朋友有问题；

但还是会要和你在一起；

到了这个时候你也唯有承认；

你和这一些女人的关系；

不要自作聪明；

她们只是在利用你；

利用你。

Curious things, habits. People themselves never knew they had them

2010-12-18T22:36:00.004+08:00

就算是要去胡乱糟蹋自己一番；

也会是和自己熟悉的有图可某的人；

虽然事后自己还是真的会很难过；

但也并不会觉得太难堪；

毕竟大家都已经是这么大的人了；

总算没有到一个颓废的地步盲目地用自己已经没有值得多少的感情和那所剩无几的青春去浪费掉在一些无谓的人身上。

Irrationally held truths may be more harmful than reasoned errors

2010-12-18T09:21:00.003+08:00

而你想证明的又是什么呢？如常一样和你共度了一个轻松的下午；没有赞同你对那部电影的看法；我们从来都没有共识；你说必须与时代并进；你说你和女朋友将去旅行；你说这个假期会去远行；你说我们应该再去打打pool；你说着你是怎么样的一类人；你说了很多；但是这么多都没能解除我心目中和你亲密接触之后所留下的落寞；只是不同的是这一次我没有在哭；我答应了自己我不会不会再哭。

The best way to escape from a problem is to solve it

2010-12-17T23:03:00.003+08:00

let's just take it slow, he said;

what kind of pussy's answer was that?, another he said.

He that can't endure the bad, will not live to see the good

2010-12-16T20:44:00.003+08:00

how can i take back something ive left for so long?

Every day holds the possibility of a miracle

2010-12-15T20:34:00.004+08:00

承认自己就是喜欢这样傻傻的;

你没有说什么我也没有说什么;

大家是成年人了不遮掩不想浪费时间;

我最不想;

这一次见面你没有再吻我;

心里清楚有了一个底也明白;

最低限度你没有骗我;

我甘心也宁愿这样;

至少我们不会不知所措.

I never know how much of what I say is true.

2010-12-14T20:34:00.005+08:00

this is really as good as it finally gets;

he doesn't know it;

he is not even asking for it;

he just letting it slip away;

away........

Take what you can use and let the rest go by.

2010-12-13T23:01:00.004+08:00

I read part of it all the way through

2010-12-12T21:49:00.002+08:00

其实我希望你没有错；

是我自己想太多；

你并没有想我；

我只是暂时性能够填补你生命里这一段时期的这一个洞的一个人而已；

所以我没有很重要；

但我还是希望你快乐。

We don't see things as they are, we see things as we are

2010-12-12T09:19:00.005+08:00

我从来没有像现在一样那么爱着，深爱着一个女孩；

我在慢慢搅着那杯已经冷了的latte听着你述说重复着听了已经好几遍了的故事；

在这个不热不冷的城市里每一个人有着不一样但又极其相似的遭遇；

没有在贪图任何的同情只是想有人静静地坐着分享；

然而其实都只是因为我们都寂寞;

因为我也从来没有像现在一样那么爱着，深爱着像你这样的一个男孩。

It has all been very interesting

2010-12-11T11:02:00.004+08:00

maybe im not what you want?

you are just buying time with me;

i never say that;

i feel it, im not dumb;

i like you, really i do;

that's all;

but i dont want that anymore;

not again.

Complain to one who can help you

2010-12-10T19:18:00.003+08:00

只是我没有耐心；

我真太着急；

我要的只是一个答案；

yes or no。

Indolence is a delightful but distressing state; we must be doing something to be happy

2010-12-09T09:44:00.003+08:00

i miss u;

this time finally u r telling me this;

and i like you too;

so much.